no i don’t “hope this helps” actually i hope this makes things worse
and i hope you die. i hope we both die.
Laura Gilpin
i need to go on a life changing road trip. i need to be put in a tupperware container and shaken. i need to get into a homoerotic fist fight outside a church. i need to be buried in the ground and forced to dig my way out. i need to change my identity and fake my own death. i need help. there is nothing wrong with me. i’m the most normal person alive. nobody has ever been more fucked up than i am. the passage of time is an illusion. i am wasting my life. i am never going to die.
Audrey Niffenegger, The Time Traveler’s Wife
‘germanic warrior with helmet’ - osmar schindler (1902)
there is no audience to perform for, there is no approval, no admiration to attain. there is no role worth playing, there is no one to convince. let it go